Every little thing she does is magic Older New Profile Email Diaryland Book Webpage We are far too young and clever And things won't ever change. 07 February 2007 - The End 03 December 2004 - Updatery 13 November 2004 - Not much to say 11 November 2004 - - 11 November 2004 - Hindsight is 20/20 05 November 2004 - Job? 02 November 2004 - Whining, SI 24 October 2004 - Not much 12 October 2004 - Nothing new 06 October 2004 - Must...get...out 05 October 2004 - Can't seem to stop 03 October 2004 - Oops 03 October 2004 - Damn yellow jackets 01 October 2004 - - 29 September 2004 - Not much to say 18 September 2004 - Blah 15 September 2004 - Back 25 August 2004 - Yak yak yak 23 August 2004 - I bore myself 22 August 2004 - Grrr 22 August 2004 - Distraction 20 August 2004 - Tired 19 August 2004 - Yawn 18 August 2004 - Doctor update 17 August 2004 - Woozy 17 August 2004 - Must...not...binge 16 August 2004 - Pain in the neck 15 August 2004 - Tired 14 August 2004 - Always food 14 August 2004 - Lots of parentheses 13 August 2004 - Rant 13 August 2004 - Food obsessing 12 August 2004 - Lazy ass doctor's office 11 August 2004 - Meds 10 August 2004 - Nothing ever changes 26 July 2004 - Ramblings 14 July 2004 - So far, so good 13 July 2004 - Ick 08 July 2004 - Today's agenda 07 July 2004 - Boring eating entry 05 July 2004 - Good day, finally 04 July 2004 - More little girl silliness 03 July 2004 - One for Hell, please 03 July 2004 - Five year plan 02 July 2004 - Blah pt. 2 29 June 2004 - Blah 18 June 2004 - Break 07 May 2004 - Update 07 May 2004 - I suck at life (SI) 02 April 2004 - Empowerment, 70s style 31 March 2004 - Cholesterol 31 March 2004 - Medical update 29 March 2004 - Medical Problems Extravaganza! 24 March 2004 - With friends like these, who needs friends? 22 March 2004 - Bitching and moaning 12 March 2004 - Dr. Who...the hell cares? 06 March 2004 - My little sister's lov-ah 01 March 2004 - One down 29 February 2004 - It never ends 28 February 2004 - Cold and tired 18 February 2004 - Yay introspection 17 February 2004 - Not all as it seems 17 February 2004 - Exhausted 16 February 2004 - Crappy day 15 February 2004 - Still on it 12 February 2004 - Gross day 11 February 2004 - One big paragraph 10 February 2004 - So far, so good 09 February 2004 - Dinner 09 February 2004 - The day so far 08 February 2004 - Gym 08 February 2004 - Aruba 06 February 2004 - Yay booze 06 February 2004 - That cuts me real deep 31 January 2004 - Better disinfect that ass, prof, because here I come 24 January 2004 - Better 19 January 2004 - Out on the window ledge type entry 14 January 2004 - This and that 20 December 2003 - Update 19 November 2003 - Up all night, part 55 18 November 2003 - Scene 17 November 2003 - Deep in denial 15 November 2003 - High on life 08 November 2003 - No sleep for the weary 06 November 2003 - Insomnia 03 November 2003 - I want to be someone else 31 October 2003 - Looks like a long one today 22 October 2003 - Today and yesterday 21 October 2003 - Pizza 21 October 2003 - Sorbet 20 October 2003 - Yawn 19 October 2003 - Dead on the bathroom floor 19 October 2003 - One foot in recovery and one foot in the bathroom 07 October 2003 - Back in the saddle again 25 September 2003 - Pain in the neck 23 September 2003 - Icky day 20 September 2003 - The way things never ever change 18 September 2003 - Meds 17 September 2003 - Phen Day 2 16 September 2003 - Phen Day 1 15 September 2003 - - 13 September 2003 - After 13 September 2003 - Rough time 09 September 2003 - Catagorized concerns 08 September 2003 - Public nudity 02 September 2003 - Phentermine 02 September 2003 - Blah 01 September 2003 - 1300 1 September 2003 - Huge gaping wound 19 August 2003 - Standby 16 August 2003 - Quote 15 August 2003 - Ups and downs 12 August 2003 - Contingency plan 02 August 2003 - And here's what happened afterwards 02 August 2003 - Pissed off and punching walls 01 August 2003 - I hate mirrors 26 July 2003 - Boring food stuff 25 July 2003 - Afterthought 25 July 2003 - Ole 25 July 2003 - Back with a vengeance 29 May 2003 - Car inspections and nausea 28 May 2003 - Gym and eating update 25 May 2003 - Back 12 May 2003 - Domestic ickiness 11 May 2003 - Hooooooooome 07 May 2003 - Last night in the dorm 06 May 2003 - Almost done 03 May 2003 - Having a vague social life 01 May 2003 - Plans for summer 01 May 2003 - 6th cirle, here I come 29 April 2003 - Short one 27 April 2003 - What feels right 23 April 2003 - All nighter 15 April 2003 - Warm and fuzzy 14 April 2003 - Various grumblings 13 April 2003 - Take-home test 12 April 2003 - Ew, dead possum 10 April 2003 - Feeling better in spite of snarky weather 09 April 2003 - On the weather and excessive sleeping 07 April 2003 - I thig I'b sick 06 April 2003 - Updates 'R' Us 02 April 2003 - Thanks 02 April 2003 - Plan, condensed 01 April 2003 - Out of the ashes... 01 April 2003 - Mad HTML skillz 31 March 2003 - This day couldn't be worse if it tried 31 March 2003 - Crap day 29 March 2003 - Surprise 29 March 2003 - Eating and drinking 27 March 2003 - In vino veritas 26 March 2003 - Cafeteria dreaming 26 March 2003 - Sore and tired and bummed 25 March 2003 - Mouse guts 24 March 2003 - Fake chili=yum! 22 March 2003 - Daquiris 22 March 2003 - No breakfast and sleep all day 22 March 2003 - Up and down 18 March 2003 - Gross day 14 March 2003 - Spring Break 05 March 2003 - Finally, a good day 04 March 2003 - Praise the Lord and pass the pasta bake 04 March 2003 - Awake before I have to be 03 March 2003 - Early evening ramblings 02 March 2003 - No drama like Sunday drama 28 February 2003 - Venting 27 February 2003 - Grrr 27 February 2003 - Fresh new template 26 February 2003 - Bit of a slip 25 February 2003 - Up all night 25 February 2003 - Hindsight is 20/20 24 February 2003 - So sleepy 23 February 2003 - Night update 22 February 2003 - Saturday 21 February 2003 - Sleeping all day 21 February 2003 - Slowly getting a grip 20 February 2003 - Two dinners to go 19 February 2003 - Damn SweetTarts 19 February 2003 - Tests and lite bread 18 February 2003 - So far, so good 18 February 2003 - Screw you, metabolism 16 February 2003 - Crash and burn 15 February 2003 - VD 12 February 2003 - Spanked by mammology 11 February 2003 - Busy week 07 February 2003 - Food on the brain 06 February 2003 - Sleepy week 30 January 2003 - Like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad 27 January 2003 - A raging case of SCABIES 25 January 2003 - Laaaazy 22 January 2003 - Seeing two of the screen.... 21 January 2003 - Me and K 20 January 2003 - Damn damn damn 18 January 2003 - Fake chili 18 January 2003 - Yesterday, today, and tomorrow 16 January 2003 - Setbacks and accomplishments 15 January 2003 - So slow 15 January 2003 - The day so far 14 January 2003 - Being petulant 14 January 2003 - Sore muscles and WordPerfect 13 January 2003 - Pep talk 13 January 2003 - Everything is better with a coyote skull 12 January 2003 - It all starts tomorrow 01 January 2003 - 24 hours of '24' 28 December 2002 - Adding cook to my list of duties 23 December 2002 - One year gone (almost) 22 December 2002 - Sooooooo booooooooored 21 December 2002 - Disjointed blabberings 12 December 2002 - Coming undone 12 December 2002 - At a standstill 09 December 2002 - It's the cartoons' fault 06 December 2002 - Ramblings 29 November 2002 - Montel bound 28 November 2002 - Home again 25 November 2002 - Feeling like a big sack of it 24 November 2002 - You probably shouldn't read this 23 November 2002 - The Royal Tenenbaums 19 November 2002 - Weaseling out of a group dinner 18 November 2002 - Binge-a-rama 16 November 2002 - Big empty day 16 November 2002 - Highlights 11 November 2002 - The best laid plans... 10 November 2002 - Busy busy Monday planned 06 November 2002 - Tummy hurts 05 November 2002 - 4am ramblings 04 November 2002 - Stress and not eating 01 November 2002 - College plans and whatnot 30 October 2002 - Catch up entry 25 October 2002 - The one a.m. blahs 23 October 2002 - Pizza pizza 22 October 2002 - Day 2 21 October 2002 - Hard-core Week: Day 1 15 October 2002 - Five year plan 14 October 2002 - He called 13 October 2002 - Call me 12 October 2002 - So much for that good mood 09 October 2002 - Stupid voice 08 October 2002 - Getting frustrated 07 October 2002 - Ick 07 October 2002 - Temptation 04 October 2002 - Not gonna do it 03 October 2002 - Nowhere to go but down? 02 October 2002 - Just another manic Wednesday... 01 October 2002 - From the blog 30 September 2002 - Feeling icky 27 September 2002 - Happy birthday to me 26 September 2002 - I'm such a wuss 24 September 2002 - Mood swings are a bitch 24 September 2002 - Flattered, kinda 23 September 2002 - Screw OCD. I'm manic depressive. 23 September 2002 - OCD, what? 20 September 2002 - Eye stye 18 September 2002 - HTML is my bitch 18 September 2002 - Breaking up is hard to do 17 September 2002 - Need to lay off the herbal crack 16 September 2002 - 7th hole! 14 September 2002 - Brunette? 13 September 2002 - So lazy 12 September 2002 - Sweat hog 11 September 2002 - Gym Madman 10 September 2002 - Fucking junkie part 2 08 September 2002 - What the fuck 07 September 2002 - Tightrope 05 September 2002 - Bitch 04 September 2002 - What goes in... 02 September 2002 - This and that 01 September 2002 - Boring eating analysis 31 August 2002 - Today, I'm better than perfect 28 August 2002 - Having an eating disorder is hard on the bod 27 August 2002 - So far, according to plan 26 August 2002 - I live in a palace 23 August 2002 - Fall plans 20 August 2002 - Do you smell something? 14 August 2002 - School plans 11 August 2002 - Nausea 02 August 2002 - Letter 30 July 2002 - Same old, same old 26 July 2002 - Little food update 26 July 2002 - Today, for sure 25 July 2002 - Yeah, I'm a dumbass 25 July 2002 - Gas in, clutch out 22 July 2002 - Dry heat is such bullshit 21 July 2002 - Grim? 20 July 2002 - Slowly insane 17 July 2002 - Bugs fear me 15 July 2002 - What was I talking about? 15 July 2002 - Tired and hungry 12 July 2002 - Iron will 09 July 2002 - Brain pain 08 July 2002 - A quick one 06 July 2002 - Something fishy 03 July 2002 - My tummy hurts 03 July 2002 - Yay me 02 July 2002 - Everything old is new again 30 June 2002 - Better 25 June 2002 - Fresh start 27 June 2002 - On reaching the end of my rope 24 June 2002 - A traitor walks among us 21 June 2002 - Back from the dead! 21 June 2002 - Reincarnation of the site? 20 June 2002 - Not the little girl she used to be 13 June 2002 - Oink. Moo. 11 June 2002 - Good riddance to a good page 10 July 2002 - Random tidbits 31 May 2002 - Cleaning machine 28 May 2002 - Relapse 28 May 2002 - Piece of shit car 27 May 2002 - Tra la la 18 May 2002 - More whining than should be legal 15 May 2002 - He's got time on His hands 13 May 2002 - I am my body's bitch 11 May 2002 - It's a miracle 10 May 2002 - I'm back 05 May 2002 - I. Just. Saw. Red 03 May 2002 - End of an era 02 May 2002 - Whatever 30 April 2002 - Professional sleeper 30 April 2002 - Good day, no matter what the voices say 28 April 2002 - A drugged-up kind of happy 25 April 2002 - Druggie falls apart 26 April 2002 - Fucking druggie falls apart 25 April 2002 - Do I look incompetent to you? 22 April 2002 - Having an average weekend 20 April 2002 - Riding the emotional rollercoaster 19 April 2002 - I am a chemistry goddess 15 April 2002 - Diabetic, what? 11 April 2002 - The week from hell continues 10 April 2002 - Week from hell 07 April 2002 - Girls Night Out 05 April 2002 - 100% chance of Stuart Smalley 05 April 2002 - I can't keep on like this 03 April 2002 - I'll be better tomorrow 02 April 2002 - Regaining control 28 March 2002 - Unhealthy living 26 March 2002 - One step forward 26 March 2002 - One step forward 26 March 2002 - I'm a failure and I don't know why I bother 25 March 2002 - Productive day 25 March 2002 - Buffets sure do lose money on me 22 March 2002 - Set back? 21 March 2002 - Very good news 19 March 2002 - Water, water everywhere 19 March 2002 - Back at school 15 March 2002 - Big girls finish last 07 March 2002 - Almost spring break 04 March 2002 - Easier said than done 03 March 2002 - What? Couldn't hear you over my oinking 02 March 2002 - Teetering on the edge of control 01 March 2002 - Good intentions 27 February 2002 - New mindset 26 February 2002 - Lengthy update 23 February 2002 - Live from a science museum 21 February 2002 - Yay for good friends 21 February 2002 - I didn't see that coming 18 February 2002 - These entries always start out normal 18 February 2002 - Eating machine 15 February 2002 - A fish called Bulimia 13 February 2002 - All's well that ends well 12 February 2002 - If I keep up like this I'll turn into a damn carrot 10 February 2002 - Good day 10 February 2002 - Dorm facials 09 February 2002 - All about me 07 February 2002 - Coulda shoulda 06 February 2002 - Back on track 03 February 2002 - Calories go in, calories come out 03 February 2002 - Free association and it's consequences 01 February 2002 - Having a couple of really sucessful days 31 January 2002 - This time for real 30 January 2002 - Blame it on the thyroid 29 January 2002 - Bitch and moan 24 January 2002 - Temporary lunch 22 January 2002 - Rotation Diet 21 January 2002 - On being the worthless shell of a real person 21 January 2002 - Slowly but surely 19 January 2002 - Prozac Nation 17 January 2002 - Cutting for the sake of being a cutter 15 January 2002 - And all this science I don't understand. It's just my job five days a week. 13 January 2002 - Back at school 09 January 2002 - Written from my car 06 January 2002 - I will love myself for who I am when I am perfect 30 December 2001 - Bit of a bad night 28 December 2001 - Anticipating perfection 25 December 2001 - Theories 24 December 2001 - Whoopedy do 23 December 2001 - Nights out 20 December 2001 - A vacuous life 17 December 2001 - Calm little center of the universe 14 December 2001 - At home 11 December 2001 - Dwarves 10 December 2001 - List-o-rama 09 December 2001 - 1)Locate ass 2)Insert head 08 December 2001 - Questioning my soul at 4a.m. 07 December 2001 - On the fast track to hell 06 December 2001 - Sin and atonement 05 December 2001 - Christmas Issues 02 December 2001 - Dream 01 December 2001 - Feeling hollow 01 December 2001 - More issues than a room full of magazines 30 November 2001 - The importance of chewing thoroughly 29 November 2001 - Just bear with me a little longer 29 November 2001 - A very personal intro