We are far too young and clever
And things won't ever change.
18 September 2004
3:43 p.m.
I feel down. I feel bad despite 40 mg of Prozac. I feel like I'm floating directionless through life and I could change that if I just had the strength but I don't. I feel like b/p'ing just because, because why not? I stopped for a few weeks just now and nothing changed. I still feel shitty and my face is still puffy. It's not purging that makes my face fat, it's my fat ass. And now I'm pigging out of peanut butter M&Ms and it's not like I can keep them down. Why would I? And if I'm going to puke, I might as well make it worth my while and eat everything I can find. I feel like I want to cut myself. It's been a while on that, too. Oh, why bother. Probably I'll just browse TF and play Sims all day. I wish I had something to do.
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