We are far too young and clever
And things won't ever change.
22 August 2004
6:22 p.m.
I hate when I get irrationally, blindingly angry about little things that don't matter. Just stupid stuff, like my sister re-ordering the Netflix queue so I don't get my movies for a while. I just want to punch a wall. I guess I feel a little less angry now just getting it out and giving it some time. Really wanted to cut myself. I did the other day, just one cut on my inner elbow, deepish. I was just angry and I didn't even stop to think, I just did it. And I felt better.
It's been a pretty long time since I've purged. Last time was the 17th, so today'll be 5 days if I don't purge. I've been doing pretty well with eating healthfully and exercising. The urge to binge and purge kind of fades away a lot when I'm working out. I don't know if I'm on the road to recovery or anything, but I do hope I'm on the road to sustained weight loss.
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