We are far too young and clever
And things won't ever change.
17 August 2004
7:56 p.m.
Well, I didn't b/p last night, which is good. I don't know how today has been. Good, I guess, if I didn't feel so shitty. I got up at 2, had an apple, went to the gym. It was rough. My legs were killing me, but I did it. Came home, showered and read some. Was starving, had some corn and a NutriGrain bar. Took the edge off. Dinner: ham, cheese, tomato, lettuce, honey mustard on toasted French bread. Washed down with diet Mt. Dew and some stale old wine cooler I had. Threw it up, it was easy. And now I'm shaky and weak and my legs hurt. I'm supposed to meet some friends at someone's house in half an hour to go see Napoleon Dynamite. Maybe I just feel funny because of the alcohol from the wine cooler, even though I threw it up. I guess I'll be ok
Seeing the doctor tomorrow morning. I wish I was you and I just had to read about my life instead of actually living it. Sigh.
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