We are far too young and clever
And things won't ever change.
15 August 2004
4:13 p.m.
380 calories today so far: a banana, an apple, a nectarine, and a glass of milk. Of course, I woke up at 1:30pm and I just laid in bed and read for an hour or so, so it's not like I've had a lot of time to fuck up. I really did mean to go to the gym today but the bastard closes at 4 on Sunday. Maybe if it stops raining I'll go ride my bike. Let's all share a collective laugh at that thought, since we know I'm not going to go ride my bike. But maybe I will.
It's one of those days where all I'm doing is laying around in my pajamas feeling like a lazy whale. I'm so tired, my body is exhausted for no good reason. I got a good 8 hours of sleep last night. I think my constant lack of physical exertion makes me tired. I have no energy.
Dinner tonight is London broil, salad, bread, and mushrooms. I could feel ok about not purging that if I go easy on the bread and salad dressing. I'm two days purge-free, three if I make it through today.
I should get a job. I guess my problem is that I don't want to grow up. I'd rather lay around the house pretending that I'm just on a nice, long summer vacation from high school or something than be an unemployed 22 year old college graduate. How did it go by so fast? I wish I could do college over again, but with everything I know now. I'd do so many things differently. Oh well.
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