We are far too young and clever
And things won't ever change.
04 July 2004
5:34 p.m.
I know I just need to get over this, but those silly girls at the gURL.com messageboard are really bothering me. Mainly, it's that they're all so concerned about their weight and being fat, but they're all 13, 12, 11 years old. They haven't even hit puberty yet! Their metabolism will never be as fast as it is now, and as soon as they actually hit puberty they're going to gain weight like crazy. And, as I'm probably already going to hell anyway, I feel comfortable saying that I look forward to those 100 lb. cheerleaders learning what fat really is.
I found a few more good quotes, too, but my favorite has to be: Hello all. This is for all of my Ana sisters. I am here to say that Ana is my mother, sister, and friend. She gives me life and takes me closer to flying. She makes me better than who i am. She makes me beautiful. She perfects me. She guides me when i am blind. She is a gift that makes me special as well as all of my Ana sisters. She is not for the use of shedding baby fat. She is not to be used but treated with awe. Ana is there to help us. To aid us. To love us. For all those who see things as i do, reply to this with your screenames and/or email address and i would be honored to talk with you and know you. Writen in a frilly pink font, of course. I wish I could write down all the silly things these girls are saying and mail it to them when they hit 21 or so. On the other hand, I can't read my old middle school diary without cringing, so I'm no one to talk.
On to me. Yesterday I ate and threw up a bunch of cake. Why do I bake cake when it's just me and my dad at home and he doesn't eat sweets? Oh well. Eating has been good today, cereal and a banana for breakfast, yogurt, salad, and a Lean Pocket for lunch. No gym, but I played tennis with a friend for 30 min or so. It got too hot. My dad's cooking ribs for dinner, and I'm going to try to enjoy a few guilt-free. Can't throw up ribs, anyway, too spicy. We're going to go see fireworks tonight, I think.
I feel like I should write more about me personally, but there's not really much to tell. I think I'm going to get an apartment this fall with a couple friends, which will hopefully be fun if we don't kill each other. I need to take my guinea pigs to the vet to get their nails trimmed and have a checkup. I need to go to the doctor myself, because I'm supposed to get my triglycerides checked out, as they were too high in May, but I'm going with the theory that if I ignore the problem, it will go away. Plus I don't have health insurance, so bump that. I'm glad I had the foresight to stock up on my blood pressure and hypothyroid meds and birth control before my insurance dropped me.
I did end up making two red and one pink bracelet and listed them on eBay, but no bids yet. Hope they sell.
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