We are far too young and clever
And things won't ever change.
03 July 2004
8:33 p.m.
I've been reading this shit lately. Just for my own amusement, not for 'aNa tipz' or other retarded diversions. I can't believe these girls. It's supposed to be an eating disorder crisis message board on gurls.com, but somehow it's become a pre-teen frequented den of craziness for 'Ana' worshipping 14 year olds. On the other hand though, the old (circa 2001) TF was a lot like that, before it kind of grew up. And I daresay I was a little like that too, for a week or so. These girls are so not anorexic, and I say that from a medical/diagnostic perspective, not because I don't think they're dedicated enough to be 'ana' or some shit. These kids might be on starvation diets, but anorexia? I mean, half the messages are about how they've been 'ana' for two whole months. I know it's cliche to bitch about how anorexia isn't a diet plan, but seriously. Come on, 14 year olds.
And for your amusement, a few of the more laughable quotes:
"omg will you help me??? i dont know if i am ana or not i mean i throw up as mush food as i can in a day...i have gotten used to it so mush that when i eat like something little like a frinch fry, i feel like i need to go throw it up!!! i want to look really beautiful all the time... and i just started to be anarexic, i dont know what to do..."
"ok well recently i have decided i am goin to do something about my weight i am 5'6 and 114 pounds yuck because i hate my stomack and i want thinner arms and i love bones soo lately after i eat i throw up afterwards but i have only done it a couple times now whenever i eat i feel like i am gonna throw up with out making myself like its my body it just comes up on its own its sooo weird? So am i mia i really dont know. I drink tons & tons of water which by the way make my stoach really hurt when i go pee. whats wrong with me?"
"I don't think you're anorexic because you ate that food today. If you were anorexic you wouldn't be eating."
"Okay well last year i didnt eat at skool in the mornings i wouldnt eat and then at lunch i wouldnt eat either and the only thing i did eat was dinner i hardly even ate that sometimes i would flush some of it down the toilet and take my plate out to the kitchen and tell my mom that i ate everything... but idk i stopped that and now im exercisinf and stuff but i was jus wondering if it was the start of something bad???"
"when i eat like say more then one meal a day i feel bad about my self like i shouldnt had done that but im not really skinny in 14 5'3 and bout 117 pounds in average do u think if im fellin this way its a eattin problem?"
Also, when did they stop teaching grammar and spelling in school? Beacause, damn.
On a related note, apparently a lot of these girls buy red beaded Ana bracelets on ebay for $3-12 or so...and I'm thinking, I should get me a piece of that action. I could make stupid red bracelets for cheap as hell and sell them to wannabe pre-teens for some serious profit. Do you think that would automatically qualify me for a one-way ticket to Hell? I so don't care. I'm definitely going to look into this bracelet making shit. Ha, I could even get a gurl.com membership and advertise my own stuff (well, I'd probably just say I found the bracelets on ebay, not that I made them). That's money in the bank, baby.
*An hour later...*
Holy crap, I was browsing around that stupid gurl.com site and someone posted about pro-ana sites and my stupid, retarded pro-ana site that I'm thinking about deleting was totally listed. I feel like a celebrity.
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