We are far too young and clever
And things won't ever change.
29 June 2004
7:56 p.m.
Hmm, has it really just been eleven days since I wrote that last entry? Feels like a month. Whatever.
Ok, updates on my life.
So I went to Belize with my friend and her parents without ever losing all that weight I was going to lose. It was good times though. I'm too lazy to post pictures, but just imagine all those white sand/blue water Caribbean pics you've seen and that's it.
I'm still graduated from college and still doing nothing. Just living at home, me and my dad. My brother has an apartment about half an hour away and my mom and sister are working at a Girl Scout camp for the summer like they always do. I keep saying I'm going to start looking for a job in the fall, so I guess I will. I can't think of anything I want to do at all, so I guess I'll just get some shitty minimum wage retail job. What was the point of college again? Any horticulture or environmental jobs I look at on the internet want you to have experience. Ain't got that. How do people get their careers started anyway? How does everyone do it? I just want to sit at home and watch TV for the rest of my life. I can't even think of some crazy dream job I'd like. I don't want to do anything.
I joined the gym, but I don't go enough. I am lazy and wasteful.
I've been bingeing and purging a lot lately. Chinese food yesterday, McDonalds and doughnuts today.
My left arm tingles. Around my inner elbow area. I'm probably going to have a heart attack or something. So don't care.
Ok, now I'm officially in a bad mood. Why can't I just be happy? Ugh.
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The End - 07 February 2007
Updatery - 03 December 2004
Not much to say - 13 November 2004
- - 11 November 2004
Hindsight is 20/20 - 11 November 2004
