We are far too young and clever
And things won't ever change.
28 February 2004
1:56 a.m.
Ok, so it's been a while. I haven't really been doing that great, eating and exercising-wise. I know that's not what you want to hear. I almost feel guilty letting all you readers down, all three of you. But it's not like I've been constantly binging or anything. I haven't hit the gym in while...it's been so cold, and I've been so tired. Really, really tired. And before anyone starts in, no, I'm not going to go see a doctor about it. Anyway. I'm confident that I'll be able to do better this week. Maybe I'll work out tomorrow.
The more I think about it, I don't really want to go to grad school. I mean, if I really be truthful with myself and drop all the bullshit, the real reason I want to go is so I don't have to leave the school environment that I'm used to and get a job and have to support myself. But the more I think about it, maybe I do want to do all that. Finally get started living. I mean, what would I do with a master's degree? I don't even know what I want to do with my life. But I'm not going to call back my applications or anything. I'll see what happens. If I don't get into one of my top two or three schools, fuck it, maybe.
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