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Dinner

09 February 2004
6:10 p.m.

I'm so impatient. I feel like that since I'm finally all together in my head about the right way to lose weight, the weight has an obligation to come off quickly. But my fat is the sassy, petulent type. To be fair, I've only been on this latest weight-loss kick for a couple days. But still.

So I'm not really that hungry. I took a phentermine this morning, after having not taken them for a couple months. And the appetite is suppressed. Right now, it's at the point where I could eat, or I could not. So I'm going to. I refuse to fall back into the old habit of restricting for three days and then binging. That strategy has never worked and there's no reason why it would now. So I'm going to have some chicken, frozen veggies, a serving of pretzels or crackers, a diet Sprite, and a pudding cup. If I get hungry tonight I can have a small snack. But I'm so damn tired I'll probably go to bed early.

I really feel like I'm going to make it this time.


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