We are far too young and clever
And things won't ever change.
24 January 2004
3:17 a.m.
I feel a lot better since Tuesday's crazy entry. It's funny, but when I have moods like that I get so depressed and I think that nothing will ever be ok and everything will always be bad, and I never, ever recognize the fact that it's always just a mood. Hormones or some shit. But I feel better. I just try to get through every day, just keep going. What else can you do?
I feel better about grad school, too. My application stuff is starting to come together, and I had a good talk with one of my professors about the whole process and stuff. He seemed pretty confident about my chances of getting in. My regular academic advisor is such a pessimist asshole, he had me thinking I could never really get into a graduate program. Fucktard. My GPA isn't great (3.1), but my grades have been really good for the past three semesters, and it looks good when you show improvement over the years. I have a great math GRE score, too, 760 out of 800. So we'll see. I'll feel so good when all that crap is in the mail, though.
My cuts are healing up. I pumiced off all the healed scabs today. Keeping it lotioned up really good, hopefully the marks will be gone soon. I really need to be able to wear short sleeves when I'm working at the university greenhouse. Well, working for credit hours, not money, but it's still really awesome. I love taking care of plants and learning all the stuff about insects and fertilizing and propagation. I'd love to have my own solar greenhouse someday. But it's a pain in the ass trying to repot stuff with my sleeves down. It'll probably be a few weeks before I can wear short sleeves. At least two.
I still haven't managed to make it to the gym this semester. I'm so tired all the time, and I'm always meeting with professors or running out to the greenhouse or something. Maybe soon.
I bought a couple of plants online. Little succulents called rock plants, genus Lithops. They really do look like little rocks. Very cute.
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