We are far too young and clever
And things won't ever change.
06 November 2003
4:42 p.m.
I'm feeling better, and have been since Tuesday. Just didn't feel like writing. I think my problem was that I was feeling so out of control...out of control with my eating, my sleeping, my schoolwork. I binged and purged every day Friday through Monday. But my eating is back under control, and my schoolwork is manageable. My sleeping, however, leaves a bit to be desired. It's been bad the past ten days or so. I try to go to bed at a reasonable time, but I just can't fall asleep. I usually end up going to sleep about an hour before my alarm goes off. I drag my ass through the day practically in a coma, come back to the room, and nap. Repeat cycle. I guess I last slept during normal sleeping hours sometime early last week. It's starting to wear on me. My body is exhausted, it hurts. But I'm going to try my hardest not to nap today. I'll probably end up going to bed around 9 or 10, but that's ok.
I'm too tired to think of anything else to say.
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